so.. i am beyond glad that no one knows of my blogs existence. :D
srsly.
cos if ppl knew i wouldnt be able to say this-
lately my self-esteem is at an all time low. D:
so iknow girls go on and on about their weight and all...
but i've gained.
and.
oh.
i've gained.
resutling.
in.
LOVE HANDLES!
*exhales*
can't even admit it to myself without being ashamed. D:
but yesssss i face reality.
and the reality is i eat when i'm bored and that used to be okay.
but it's not longer okay as i do not play tennis anymore.
and so i jog in the morning.
well i jog more so to have a piece of mind.
as well as maximising my hours of they day. :D
i've only jogged Monday and eversince... LOL
wwwwwellllll i WILL JOG TOMOZ.
i love my new header pic.
if only i had her legs. D:
i want lets that go on for days!
and fit into a pair of LIGHT COLOURED JEANS!
but ooohwellz.
this is as good as its gonna get.
i will always be a size 12 with a size 11 leeway.
my fast metabolism is slowly failing me too. D:
sooooo yes. i definitely need to do my jogging.
not only to achieve a piece of mind- but to REMAIN a size 12.
like jeez. if i jump a size...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i weight 62kg.
last year i was 60kg.
i contemplated that the +2kg may be boob weight? LOL
but... i think i'm in denial.
yeah. i'm in denial.
MY GOAL 55kg.
yes.
55kg by formal/asap pls.
OOOOH totally LOVING Keri Hilson's new song.
more so Kanye West's bit.
leaving on that note. :)
see it's definitely with entires like these... glad i didnt tell anyone of my blog's existence.
Lovely!
srsly.
cos if ppl knew i wouldnt be able to say this-
lately my self-esteem is at an all time low. D:
so iknow girls go on and on about their weight and all...
but i've gained.
and.
oh.
i've gained.
resutling.
in.
LOVE HANDLES!
*exhales*
can't even admit it to myself without being ashamed. D:
but yesssss i face reality.
and the reality is i eat when i'm bored and that used to be okay.
but it's not longer okay as i do not play tennis anymore.
and so i jog in the morning.
well i jog more so to have a piece of mind.
as well as maximising my hours of they day. :D
i've only jogged Monday and eversince... LOL
wwwwwellllll i WILL JOG TOMOZ.
i love my new header pic.
if only i had her legs. D:
i want lets that go on for days!
and fit into a pair of LIGHT COLOURED JEANS!
but ooohwellz.
this is as good as its gonna get.
i will always be a size 12 with a size 11 leeway.
my fast metabolism is slowly failing me too. D:
sooooo yes. i definitely need to do my jogging.
not only to achieve a piece of mind- but to REMAIN a size 12.
like jeez. if i jump a size...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i weight 62kg.
last year i was 60kg.
i contemplated that the +2kg may be boob weight? LOL
but... i think i'm in denial.
yeah. i'm in denial.
MY GOAL 55kg.
yes.
55kg by formal/asap pls.
OOOOH totally LOVING Keri Hilson's new song.
more so Kanye West's bit.
leaving on that note. :)
see it's definitely with entires like these... glad i didnt tell anyone of my blog's existence.
Lovely!
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?