Sunday, September 27, 2009
My highschool life is ending.
with a mere 2 days of highschooling left?
sweet.
fuck.
awesome.
areyousrs.
6yearsgoneby.
wheredidtimego?
yeeeeeee!
mixed feelings as you see. :)
formal is this week.
YAYYAYAYAYYAYAY
everyone's gonna look gorgeous,
i hope i look gorgeous.
how fabulous!
so i got umat this week and my atar esimated.
i didnt take it well.
cried a few times.
ep.
so embarassing the marks.
ALRIGHT
so umat: 61 percentil
and atar.. READY FOR THE SHITNESS
70.85
fuck.
sif i'm gonna let myself get 70. 85
SO IM OFF!
oh, loving this pressure.
but more on a srs note.
oh, loving this:
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really wanna do is a love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me
i like someone btw.
this song does not literally apply to him! LOL that would be majore freaky stalker of me.
prob just the bold parts.
the song is just beautiful as a whole :)
his name is Tim.
and he will never know cos my communication skills are lacking very much so.
in all honesty, it's quite tragic that i like him.
we havent had a real conversation. see now i should freaky stalkerish.
byeee!
O [xxx] . . . blogged 04:12 pm by melnation !