getting denied, just makes me want it more.
i keep trying, and each time push harder than before.
i can't live my life always worried about what if,
'cause what if i died tomorrow, and i never even lived?
I havent blogged in awhile. i've been studyingggggg for trialsssss and today i dont have an exam. :D (faints onto bed - well not really, i'm currenly on mathsonline and studying 3u. this is site it the shiz.) i've finished english (both papers) modern and 2u maths. FML. i forgot the perpendicular formula in maths D: .. totally UNDERestimated the test. i cant believe i did that. it's the trials.. DUH IT'LL BE HARD. spewin'. me and adrian attempted the PREDICT THE TEST.. and HOMG. backfirededededdddd. so POSITIVE that the Germany essay would be on Totalitarianism OR propaganda.. totally WRONG. D: and i bullshitted like i've never bullshitted before. LOL (made up a Richard Evans quote on his attitude towards the Nazi foreign policy) and englisssssssh. paper 2 was coolz. despite me not finsihing section1 the last question... i worked backwards, and i think it worked well. (i hope, i'll replying on this paper to pull me through and not totally devastate my ranking... *heartbreaks + exhale*) paper 2.. worked so hard with Hai (who is legend) and memorised.. but i didnt have enough time to complete it. TOTAL BURN i bitched about it on boredofstudies aswell but no one replied to what i said so i feel stupid. LOL i hated module c (STILL. DO.) and fixed the essay.. and wont even know if i get the gist cos i didnt finsih. TOTAL BURN FML
NONETHELESS. those exams are over. i have chem, 3u, phys and english ext to focus on. which i will kick ass. i'm sick of not kicking ass. OFFNOW, TOSTUDY&KICKASS.
