getting denied, just makes me want it more.
i keep trying, and each time push harder than before.
i can't live my life always worried about what if,
'cause what if i died tomorrow, and i never even lived?
I'M GUILTY! I HAVENT JOGGED! D: crapcrapcrap. i now fall under the category of an annnoying chick who complains about her weight and does nothing about it. well.. THATS UNTRUE! cos i am indeed eating healthiER e.g. i'm snacking less and yday when i had the option of a Flava Wrap.. i ordered a GRILLED CHICKEN MEDITERRANEAN WRAP LOL nah but... i LOVE Red Rooster's Flava ...so that's totally saying something. whoooo party tomoz. and!! yday when we (sarah and soph and i) went shopping- well not so much shopping WITH them, since i was more with my mum; but whatevawhatevz... i found a purple, fabulous, classic, timeless, VINTAGE dress! spaghetti staps and comes 3/4 down my thighs. reeeeeeeeal fitting. and so totally BOO ME for not excercing this morn as i was like in the Vinnies fitting room thinking- ha.. my ass looks big. shall excercise tomoz! FAILFAILFAIL! i got black heels too! the outfit is totally complete. and tomoz we're making mountain cake at my house!!! i cant spell it- but i'll find out by the next entry. :D today i fnished my belonging essay! and i can actually say i am proud. before i was iffy with my discussion, but now it has definitely become more structured and intergrated! Nav went to the llibrary yday aswell at like 6ish- when sarah and soph left. and it was so productive! shes so fantastic. total wiz at chem and answering my manyMANY questions. SUPPOSED TO WATCH HP YDAY! BUT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN COS NO ONE COULD COME! BOOOOOO TO THE MAXXXXXXX sososoososoooo excited!!! me and sarah are- soph isnt. LOL i just read jess' 'review' on it as well. SHE LOVED IT. it's a bittersweet feeling. Happy that it'll be awesome- jealous cos.. SHE WATCHED IT? but i shall be patient... D: srsly so glad about belonging! i've sent it to my brother and i'm going to send it to Jess tonight when he's done. and then tomoz i can give to Tishler! and when Du Du comes back from Vietnam... she too shall read. haha.. i sound pretty annoying. nowi have to read up on Hamlet and justice game and then i'll be set for Trials/HSC. wow my heat skipped a beat when i typed that. GREYS SEASON FINALE WAS ON LAST NIGHT. MY OH MY. i was BEYOND shocked. Izzy and George died and the elevator scene ('heaven') was so beautiful. Izzy in her pink dress. George in his army uniform. It was beautiful. sarah said that when Greys comes back we'll watch it together cos we'll have nothing better to do. i hope from the bottom of my heart that is true. :D crap! i also have to do creative. man oh man. :( had to do the dishes just then and lots of thoughts came up. devek had sent a forward that had something do to with what guys think. there was this one part which i truely believe is perfect. Girl and guy in movies: Guy: put arms around girl Girl: tilts her head on his shoulder Guy: lifts her chin up and kisses her. HOW PERFECT? i have yet to receive my first kiss. HAHAHHA how embarassing. right now alli can think of is the cover of Drew Barrymore's 'Never Been Kissed'. great. D: well, in defence i'm not too fussed about it. only if someone asks me! then! i'll get embarassed! man. i hope no one asks. hope it never comes up. though i can imagine it comingup in Physics. THAT WOULD SUCK. HOMG THOMAS HAS A GF HAHAHHAHA her name is Catalina and shes in year 2 and he's in year 4 and she goes to Vietnamese school with him and she said 'I'll miss you' and Thomas said 'Cool'. AHHAHAHAHHAHAHA HOW CUTE sytycd is on tonighttttt! masterchef finals tooo! yeeeeeeee must finish modern tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whooo to Cute is what we aim for's Navigate Me!
'Cause a mind on a mission
With enough ammuntion
And the right propositon
Is a mind that you might set free
'Cause a mind on a mission
With enough ammution
And the proper position
Is a mind that you just set free
BAHAHA totally out of context since the song is 'bout SEX but whatevz! can easily be formed into a motivational song... not so much. HAHA ta!
